This week have been insane, I have so much on my plate that I’m afraid I will fall asleep any time soon.
I’m working a lot lately just to be “secure” during my Christmas vacations (we never know, right?), at the same time, I’m moving out from my current place at the end of the month. Do not get my wrong, I love my place but the people that moved to the upper floor… bananas. They are more than noisy, it is crazy the amount of noise they make, and I’m not talking about the kids playing at 8:30 am on a Saturday or Sunday, a few days ago they were moving furniture before 6 am… WHAT THE HECK? (and this is something that happens at least 3 times per week). Oh, and the husband sleeps on the living room, he snores so loud that I can hear him like he is in my apartment. I have not sleep well in a month (since they moved in).
Anyway, enough of my house drama. Let’s talk about those moments in our lives in which we feel we are not moving forward.
Sometimes life could be a marathon, we feel like we want to leave all our dreams behind because the struggle to reach our goals it’s too damn real.
Simultaneously, life sometimes can discouraged us, but the important thing here is what we had accomplish so far, maybe we are not “there” yet but we are walking on that direction.
I’m sorry if my message it is not delivered properly, lately I have been feeling so insecure with my writing… can you understand me a little bit?
I have a very good friend, Andreea (she is from Romania). She is always sending me worship songs to give me strength during my not so good times. Last week she told me that God does not give us tasks that He does not sure we can do it, and she says He knows us more than anything, and He is next to us in every step (even when, right now, I feel like I’m walking by myself).
I just know that I need to keep moving, and I cannot stop. If I stop, I will be an ordinary person when I know I’m extraordinary, I don’t settle for less that I know I deserve (except if we talk about my Love lol).
I promise you I will feel better tomorrow, and I will find that good that I’m missing lately.
P.S: I was thinking this morning: “how do you want to become a writer if you do not write?”, well, here I am, writing.