Are we fading away?


Can you tell the beat of a heart when it beats fast?
Can you hear the name it is yelling in every heartbeat?

I can read the colors in this city, where tons of promises are made during sunsets and passing dawns. 

I’m not strong enough when you are around, but for some reason it feels right your absence. One thing I’m sure, I cannot fall, I’ve tried but I’m too afraid. 

Could be a mistake if you look closer… it is hurting my sight.

I can see you when is cold, the night says you are here, standing but I can tell you are not alone. 

I don’t have doubts, I know what I have to do, everything started to suddenly goes away and I’m one step closer of my freedom, but it comes with a price… you.

And I know you don’t care.

 I have died everyday since you turned off the lights… I cannot wait for you anymore. Winter will come again and you will leave for good.

I’m scared, I know not even in a thousand years I will find someone who can stop the time as you did. 

I will be ok, I know someone that can show me the beauty of the world we couldn’t see. I will let the life to take you away without my resistance. 

I will see you one day in that place where the high temperatures haunt the day and lowes coat the night. 
I never asked why, but even when I’m walking away and running farther more, I’m defeated by your walls.

I wish I can simulate one more time your kisses with the taste of those Puritan City cookies where I was afraid of getting lost but, in somehow, I found myself in you.