See you when I see you…

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You start packing already, I guess it’s true, right? you are leaving…and you are leaving me. I can tell you I’m not ok but I guess we were never more than some nights at the end of this chapter.

You were there when I was needing some love when I was needing a hug, even when I just needed someone who lied me. You figured out, this girl is just trying to find the men who can make her feel protect. We never plan all this experience, you are part of my life now, and forever you will be in my memory.

Are you going to disappear too? I don’t want you to leave, will you stay if I ask you to stay?
Am I choosing wrong? For a few moments, you gave me what I needed. I know this isn’t loving, but, thanks for taking care of me.

Why since I’m living in this place I’m getting emotional? I knew this would never have worked.

Come to my place tonight, before you leave, can you? Get in my bed, lay down next to me and show me it will not hurt.

Three

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The months are passing by and my lips begin to crack. It’s a little cold outside and the spirits are trying to scare me but I whisper them your name and they fade away as the sound of the drums that light up the path lead me to your hand. I don’t want to think anymore. give me of you, I want to feel drunk. Come over, I want you to tie me, I want you to make me fall in love again.

He’s looking for me. Don’t let him find me, hold me so that he will not approach me. You can keep me forever.

We laughed together seeing how he crawls for something that never belonged to him, for something that he can’t play again. He is just a stranger in my memory that appear in fortuitous flashes to remind me that shipwreck. I want to die within you, I want to breathe that dope that makes me fly up to the top. I’m not alone, Can you feel it? You relish my intoxicating tear that makes you fall into this deep sleep whose asking for one more night.

365 days with this temporary visa, I would like to tell you in just two words how I feel but the enemies are on the corner waiting to neutralize this undeniable feeling. You’re the crossbow that smash your suture. Now I’m bleeding because of again. Do you want to keep doing this? It has lasted longer than any other summer love, the sun starts heating on a new slipstream that invites me to penchant.